It’s taken me long time for to figure out what I want out of life. I had a very laissez faire attitude because life was easy growing up and then when I entered the real world, when I started working, my life started to go down hill. I’ve analyzed it and I think I have found the reason.
When I was young, I believed I could do and be anything. No one challenged this. The world was my oyster.
When I grew up, I started to lose confidence in my abilities and I lost my way. I did things I had to do and not what I wanted to do. I stopped following my dreams and I forgot what they were after a while. Then I started drifting. Life knocked me down and kicked me really hard. i didn’t know how to pick myself up. When I was at the bottom and feeling sorry for myself, it didnt take my long to figure things out. It was a wake up call.
My fall started in 2009 and my wake up call was in 2012. Two years on, I look back and think, I have picked myself up and taken small steps to move forward. I am in charge of my own destiny. I know where I want to go, I just have to figure out how to get there.
I feel positive going into 2014. Thank you bloggers for being there and encouraging me on my journey. I feel truly blessed and thank full.